no whammy, no whammy!

you know on the game shows when they spin the wheel or it the buttons and then are just standing there screaming come on big money? well that is me. i'm checking the mail (both snail and e) very religiously waiting for my staging info and still nothing. which renders me pretty helpless. i'm at starting line, in the blocks ready to go, but the guy with the start gun has yet to load it and let us getting going already. just sitting here with energy waiting to get out and serve, and do, and help.